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Hey hey hey. Last day of school, woooo! 

Also...

happy b-day amber! ♥
you're still my hunny.

And then some more. This is my tentative, but basically absolute class schedule for next year. 

Semester One ;

Law 12
Math Principles 11
English 11 (I had to switch out of honours because it conflicted unrelentlessly with my dance course. fuck me. it was the last course I wanted to lose, but I refuse to back out of dance.)
Chemistry 11

Semester Two ;

Dance Performance 11
Spanish 11
Art Foundations 11
Biology 11

And, of course, Socials 11 online. 

This is not what I wanted. I wasn't going to be taking Law 12 in school, I was going to take it outside of school, but it's the only class I wanted that could be substituted in. That means I had to get rid of my Art 11: Drawing & Painting. Which is my area of art, not regular old Art Foundations. 

And I want my fucking ENGLISH HONOURS.

Jesus.

This is not concrete. Remember that people, I will be thinking long and hard about this. 

Well, I can't say I'm not at peace today. After months of pushing and being forced to wait, I finally exploded last night at my mum who has kept my Gramma's wedding band from me since she passed away. It's mine and I let it go for a while, but it's been on my mind a lot in the last two months and especially on Friday, which marked 5 months. Almost half a year and I still don't understand how I've stayed somewhat sane. Anyways, she kept it for whatever reason that I don't care to discuss and after she told me she "forgot" and then basically blew it off (as in, she wasn't going to give it to me) I did break and not just in the outward display of yelling and insults, but when I went to bed last night I sat on the edge of my bed last night and looked out the window for hours. I didn't sleep and I didn't think; I can't remember even really looking out the window, I just kinda... Left myself for a bit I guess. 

Don't get me wrong, I can understand and come up with reasons why she kept it, but the bottom line is that I asked for it months ago and then just weeks ago, then last night again and she has put it off in every way she could. This morning she walked in and gave it to me and acted like a bitch to me all morning, only letting it go a couple hours ago. No right to, IMHO, but I don't care. I have the ring now, put away will all of her other jewelry as well as the things she got me through the years and I'm happy. Very happy.

On to happier things; I do have pictures of me in my dress, but they haven't been uploaded yet. My mum is sending them to my dad through e-mail since he won't be here for another two or three weeks, so then I'll post em up here. 

I finished Tolkien's work today, 'The Children of Hurin'. His son, Christopher Tokien I guess rewrote it all and then had it published. Anyways, I borrowed it off my cousin since we got it for him for his birthday and yes, I started it today and finished it not more than an hour ago and I actually really enjoyed it. In fact, what am I saying, I loved the 'Lord of the Rings' trilogy, 'The Hobbit' and now 'The Children of Hurin'. He's just awesome (which we all know).

Another book matter; has anyone on my f-list ever read 'The Fionavar Tapestry'? My friend Sahar recommended the book to me and I'm only now able to go and get it, but I've seen some very good and some very bad reviews for it, very mixed so if anybody here has read it... What would you say about it? I know I may end up having different opinions about it either way, but... 

I really need to get back on track with my writing. The 'Trust' collection is in serious need of being finished, especially give I've on got 38 oneshots/drabbles left to go. Ahhh. I need to write 8 and update! Gah! I want to start up a new AeriSeph fanfic... Very sketchy with the ideas and all right now, but I'm actually very motivated for it... Hmm... 

Exciting...

Anyways! I'm going to watch Poseidon and Juno (movies) before the night is over, so I'd better get started! 

Also, the Nacirema Natives? They've got quite the lifestyle going on... o_o 

Scary.